Dear You-Know-Who, here's one more tune to think of me by
but oh, right, there's no you this time, you went in the light.
Me, I'm just like I used to be like last year, I'm fine, but sometimes
it's hard to unwind when you come to mind.

Feel like I've always been a freak.
I wanna ride my manic streak.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep.

Feel like I've always been a freak.
I wanna ride my manic streak.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep, yeah.

I still fill you in about the things I think you'd like or not like
ugly blue jean high waters on the rise.

I wish I could tell you all this stuff In Real Life,
I miss you so much that I lie to myself sometimes.

You hate yourself you feel like you've turned into someone else,
disconnected from your Heart and your Mental Health,
somehow feels easier to shut down and turn life away,
all the walls crumble down around you every day,
so far as so much (?) you might as well go curl up and die,
doesn't matter perfect day on the Fourth of July,
external forces seem to less and less come into play,
can't put a finger on why it's a shitty day,
it's purposeless no possibility for per-perfection,
disappoint got no answers or even a question,
sleep all day a cadaver in the solitude,
chemicals, brain's disconnected, what to do?
(To Believe, to Believe in yourself again)

I know I've always been a freak
Still gonna ride my manic streak.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep.

I know I've always been a freak
Still gonna ride my manic streak.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep.
I hope I never go to sleep, yeah.

So sincerely, yours I will be til I reach the end, I'l pretend
I will see you when now turns into then.